In what appears to be a public cry for help to God ,popular R&B singer Chris Brown recently lamented his life as a burden that would make the "average man" commit suicide and says that he is tired of the devil running his life .
In an Instagram post he shared with his fans last week, Brown said he thinks the average man would have committed suicide if he had to endure what he has to deal with on a daily basis and says he heard "God speak to him for the first time "
"When you are tired of the devil running your life and you hear God speak for the first time .No one knows what I deal with on a day to day .The average man wouldn't hesitate to blow his brains out.....,"wrote Brown on his instagram.
"Most won't understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions would win in the short term. My soul would always be heart .What's on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance" he continued.
"people say 'be a man'. Yeah, that's right but it doesn't take away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out of the way and do music. Most importantly I don't have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!"
The post has been liked 285,000 times on instagram and elicited an outpouring support from his fans ,many of whom concluded that they think God is calling him.
''You feel this way because your life does not match up with the bible .You say you love God bro, but your actions do not prove it .Also you need accountability. There are not many people around you who would tell you the truth about yourself ,only what you want to hear. God has a plan for life bro, but you must be willing to give up EVERYTHING. Not some things, everything .That's what he is calling you to do." Wrote an instagram user.
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